Be the star, stripper.
Stripper, stripper, stripper.
Strip back down to basics.
Well, I failed chinese by two marks. But I'm happy where I am. :D I just hope at O's I'll be able to pass. Haha! Two more months till the examinations. Today we signed our slips that confirmed we were istting for the exams, scary.
Anyway, I realla did think I'd get one digit cause I couldn't even read the damn passage. So DON'T LAUGH @ ME & GO EAT YOUR TISSUE PAPER. :D
Study time. 3SUBS.
Physics, Chemistry & Amath.
Church is full of Harry Potter freaks. (: Everyone knows like all the Harry Potter spells & it's so funny. It's like when someone can't reach something we'd go WINGARDIUM LEVIOSA! Hahahaha! Then if we don't like the person we'd be like ADAVA KEDAVRA! Sorry if the spellings aren't accurate, I have no clue how to spell them. Emo Goth Skater Rocker, Mosher Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev Trendy Prepy
“I broke my wand for you,” he said slowly, in a voice suffused with horror, through teeth that were beginning to chatter. “I broke… my fucking… wand for you. Now what are we supposed to do?”
Okay, DM/HG is love. The ultimate love.
School was alright, chinese was tough, lit was alright! :D Emath was easy? Kinda. BUT I FORGOT TO PUT IN THE SCALE FACTOR. Fuck. If it's almost full marks I'll kick myself when I get it back.You scored as Emo. Your Totaly Emo! 55% 50% 50% 45% 40% 30% 25%
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Totally dishy, I'm emo.
Sunday, February 25, 2007
"No sé si quedan amigos
Ni si existe el amor"
I am making my plans, knowing who I am. Looking for my part, taking control. Are you bring played? Are you breaking your heart? Go single.
Spaniards. (: Torres has really cool friends who can really sing. Like the frontman of El Canto Del Loco. I'm currently crazy over their song puede ser. It's amazing. (: It's telling you to get single if you're being hurt too much. It's really sad, the lyrics.
Can you feel a heart break?
Saturday, February 24, 2007
Okay, I'm going to see my brother's new house, then off to tuition! :D Okay, ready, set, go! "I don't wanna claim that I'm special, but I'm a bit special. You know what I
Face it. She's Madonna. She's got her groove on.
mean?"
Fight! Fight! Fight! We went, we fought, we won.
Aren't we all tired of the tears? Bring on the beer.
Cork it, pop it, you drop dead.
Dude is FATED with pink. Haha! Currently she's stationed in that PINK block. But she told me "It's gross okay". I can't imagine her saying that, ever. Anyway, I missed talking to Dude. Now come to think of it, where's Aunty?! PIIIIIIINK is the new in thing for you.
Friday, February 23, 2007
You're so hard to re-live but it's all coming back to me.
So I banished every memory you & I had ever made.
There are things I'd never do again, but then they'd always seemed right.
Swimming carnival. We got 3rd. We were praying for 2nd, but we kinda knew it wouldn't come. But we were estatic when we found out we moved up from 4th. We're nearing back our glory days.
Today was pretty mundane but pretty exciting overall? Novice race was good. (: We had 4 bottles while everyone else had 3. Tomorrow my arms are going to ache.
Chinese was cool. It was actually productive, first time in my life, I actually enjoyed it! HAHAHA. Okay, I'm becoming a guai chinese freak. English was alright, CME was looking at all the points to get into Poly courses. I don't know what I want to become. CAREER BOOK '07, HERE I COME. Heehee. I need energy pills tomorrow. Now, I SHALL STUDY. Yes, study. I'm starting now. So, goodbye!
You'll always be a shero no matter what.
Thursday, February 22, 2007
I don't miss you, just how you used to be.
You're frozen now, I'm done with the freezing.
Yesterday was tiring? Yes. Today was more relaxing. But I'm still dead tired. & I'm lazy to type, my hand hurts, kinda. Tomorrow I am going to die.
Tuition packed weekends, wow. Time to hit the books.
Goodnight!
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
We all live on a diet of coke and candy, awaiting death with such misery. What a joy when it rains, it washes away all that spit and debris. Smash that concrete pavement on which we made our memory. Smash that cinema screen, smash that city, smash the town. Let everything that once brought pleasure be brought down.
Naturally we all digress when faced with such circumstances. Nature can come back and haunt you, you know that. One day we'll see a hurricane in our backyards.
M Shadows, M Shadows, M Shadows, M Shadows, M Shadows, M Shadows, M Shadows, M Shadows, M Shadows, M Shadows, M Shadows, M Shadows, M Shadows, M Shadows, M Shadows, M Shadows, M Shadows, M Shadows, M Shadows, is love.
I hear darkness calling your name.
Monday, February 19, 2007
Okay, The River is distracting me from what I want to write, so if this makes no sense, sorry.
Watched Finding Nemo, The Incredibles and Sky High at my aunt's place. The Incredibles never fail to amuse me! Finding Nemo was kinda boring, many people fell asleep? Haha! Sky High was predictable. Kinda, cause you knew he would find his powers & he'd be able to fly too. Especially when the school started dropping. That part was hilarious.
On a more serious note. Everyone who has kids, please be careful. My cousin was in Shanghai with her husband & child. They were walking & my cousin was holding the child. So they were happily walking & some crazy lady came and snacthed her & ran off in zig-zags so she would be harder to spot. But thankfully, my cousin's husband was kinda tall(Angmoh) he could see over the crowd. He ran to the lady and snatched the girl back. Scary, :/
Take care of yourselves. & be nice to the people whom you care about. An act of anger isn't justifiable. Brace yourselves for the worst, don't always expect the best, live life like today's your last.
Sunday, February 18, 2007
Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered
Happy Chinese New Year to all, (: Get lots of angbaos okay? & then save, the splurging will come later. Went to two houses today, as I normally did for my entire life & while I wasn't born yet. When I was coming back home with my brother & Jenny, I saw Alyssa. Okay, I just saw THE RIVER, exact youtube video on someone else's blog. It's a cool song, SO LISTEN. :D Caause M Shadows & Synster Gates rock ass. Haha! :D Bye.
Saturday, February 17, 2007
Keep your hands off my girl.
The way that you dance, the way that you move, the way that you stare at me across the room.
I got brass knuckles hanging from my neck and my chain. But the record keeps playing the same old song.
I love the new song, (: It's really different from their previous album. Somebody please get the tune out of my head. It's addictive! Just came back from the 'Just Follow Law' movie. It's seriously lame. I don't know how people can laugh at some of the stupid things they do, but there are funny parts. Funny parts only Singaporeans will understand. You must have a good command in hokkien & chinese to really understand the show. I had to read the subtitles when it was the hokkien and tamil parts. The english was bad & the translation was waaaaaaaaaay off from the things they were saying. Overall? 3/10. Not worth the moolah, but it doesn't put you to sleep, because everyone else around you will be laughing. Later there's dinner at my aunt's place. I have yet to start on any homework, freak. Tomorrow is visiting, I'm not estatic about that, but I'd love to meet up with Esther. :D Haven't seen her in two years. I hope I see her this year.
Stare at the disco ball on the ceiling.
Friday, February 16, 2007
I didn't go to school today, end of story. Goodnight.
Or shall I say, good morning nocturnals? (:
Thursday, February 15, 2007
Happy belated V-Day to every single soul out there! :D V-Day was a blast & it made today feel really mediocre in comparison.
Thanks to all for the sweet sweet sweet gifts! I'm sorry I didn't get you(Schoolmates) stuff, I was really broke. Blew all the cash on pizza, brownies & my cousin. Ten bucks is alot okay! Haha, I only had 40 left. Now I have less than 10. I feel extremely broke, I have no more extra $$ to spend. Luckily, it's currently the CNY period! :D But this year I bet I'll get really little moolah.
On V-Day went Pan's house straight after school and helped her bake my own valentine's present! Haha! Banana Mocha Muffins. :D After that went to Sa's house to meet everyone else & have pizza. (: This is going to make me broke. It's "our time of the month" thing. Haha! They gave me the tortise stuffed toy. I remember Kayden had the keychain version of it. I don't knwo what it's called. & the last time I saw it was on Kayden's bag? That's really long. Passed the V-Day gifts for Sam to Sam & homed with Mat.
Today school was goooooood. & Marmar's left! So there's only 2/3 left in Singapore, sad. After school, the house practice wore me out. Met Sam & passed the V-Day stuff to Tan. That's about it? Haha.
I can't sign into msn, so, goodnight!
Monday, February 12, 2007
Watching Miami Ink now. (: It's the re-run part I missed, then I'm watching The Simpsons! (:
Today was gooooood. TOMORROW PAN IS COMING OVER, YAY YAY YAY. :D Haha, anticiation. Wednesday is V-DAY! But unlike the D in D-Day, V actually stands for something, haha!
I'm starting to feel social. I'm starting to talk and talk again. That's, good? I suppose. It's Monday & everyone has gone back to the army. Hmmm. Dude & Auntaye, IMY both alot. K, goodnight. Kinda, heh. (:
Sunday, February 11, 2007
Fancy knowing a jerk. One who goes around 'openly' while is tied down at the same time. Hey, guess what? I was really happy until you came & screwed things up again. Okay, I shan't talk about it.
Anger is a dangerous thing. It makes you hurt the people who love you & whom you love the most.
Like a wound in my heart, you have your place.
Sunday was good! (: They carried my & didn't let me go home. See la, now I can't go out on Sundays anymore. TSK! Haha, but it was all for a good cause. Tuesday, Wednesday & Friday I'll be seeing PAAAAAAAAAAAN! Cool. I have no biceps. Hahaha, randomness. I shall stop, bye.
Saturday, February 10, 2007
Goooooood night world. I love the song by Collin Raye, entilted Loving This Way. Emotional people shouldn't listen or they'll get depressed! Haha. But this stupid song helped me get over some stuff. Aha! :D So it's kinda a happy song? Kinda.
Enjooooooooooy.
Friday, February 09, 2007
人生下半場(Half Time)-start says:
one of my memorable watch ma.
Look behind your own soul says:
Btw, the apple strudel was damn good. Haha!
人生下半場(Half Time)-start says:
of course la, only do it when the group is (Super)
Sanmao is sweeeeeeeeet. :D
& I'm tired of loving this way.
The O'Level results came out today! Top scorer from Crescent, they beat Cedar. & I'm happy. Haha! The girl who used to come to tuition with us got five damn points. What the hell! My jaw dropped & I nearly died of shock. Amelia is staying in ACJC. Cool.
In this life, I loved you. I'm getting over it, day by day. I feel much happier today because I had a good laugh in the morning! Haha! Biology was funny too. So was watching people at Delta Swimming Complex. So today was a good day. Fratenizing with ehsee makes you depressed, right Marmar? Quick convert! :D Hahahaha.
I didn't swim in the end, I went for tuition. & I managed to finish the worksheet. :D I feel smarter now, thanks. Hahaha! I think this time next year will be really scary. So I shall start studying soon. My soon shall start this week or Monday. I am stressed! They said alot of people cried, I'm scared. Oh! I saw Ronin. I know they aren't exactly that good, but Lerping is extremely recognisable. He's albino, albino fish are cool? Haha! Albino fiiiissssssssssh. :D
It wakes me up when I am sleeping
It’s all I’m thinking, all I’m feeling
It happens every time you’re near me
Thursday, February 08, 2007
You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say
& you slammed the front door shut
Today was alright, yesterday was alright. But the thing that makes everything mediocre is you. At timesit feels like I don't know what to do. I said I'd let go. Slowly, it takes time. But I think it's been really long already.
I'm not what you really need
I'm not the one in your dreams
I can see it in your eyes
This ain't the way it should feel
I don't know how we got here
Tomorrow's the heats. I am going to die. I do not want to wear a swimming costume, ahhhh! Okayokay, I shall chill. Back to today. We got grouped into our math tutorials. I'm with Lyanne & Sarah. & the tutorial 1 questions are difficult! ): I feel stupid. Passed the chinese compo. YES! (: & passed math. I hope today's test results will be good. K, I'm off. I feel depressed about tomorrow.
He said, "Look behind your own soul and the person that you'll seejust might remind you of me. I laugh, I love, I hope, I try. I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. & I know you do the same things, too. So we're really not that different, me and you."
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Let's all go for a hunt & kill the mosquitos. Ooh, breaking locks are cool. I should learn to open locks with hairpins, I've seen it done before. Back in primary school! Haha. And who was the one who opened the damn lock? Some super guai person whom is somewhere high up in the council board. I shall not mention names, (: But back then it was damn cool.
It's February. Almost two years! Time seriously flies. But too bad PTS & I don't keep in touch anymore. ): I miss talking to sweets.
14moredaystotwoyears.
Hasn't time flew?
Monday, February 05, 2007
Life has once again proved how susceptible our lives are to damage. Bizzare, isn't it? Like a blizzard we're all scattered like a paper, printed out nicely then shredded by hand into millions of scraps and unable to be put together. We're all blank and pure, but blemished. Torn and broken, but whole.
Explain why love can last past your lifetime. It's simply illogical. You can't read minds, you can't explain love. They say it's a chemical reaction, then why hasn't anyone figured out a way to cure the disease? When one questions so much, nobody really cares. Or am I just another chemical reaction in your head? Maybe I'm not really here, maybe I'm only a night mare. Maybe you're living a lie too.
Condolences to Eddie. I'm sorry to hear about your loss. "To serve, to strive & not to yield." Don't give up, keep strong.
Everywhere I go, I get so confused. Put me on a drip of anaesthesia. Or you could just knock me into a coma, so there won't be any sensation.
On a lighter note, I passed Chemistry & finally did well in English. English my friend, it's been awhile since I've done you proud. Twenty-one. :D The last time I got that was two years ago. I'm glad. (: Touch Rugby was alright. I am aching all over from Sat&Sun. Plus that sore feeling & ulcers. The first day the print job was up in school, it's already been defamed. Wow, that was quick.
Sunday, February 04, 2007
You're telling me throwing my heart in a blender won't hurt? Fuck you. Where have you been while I needed someone? I've got a head of shatterd dreams & you've found another toy. It's telling me you simply taste the best, but you're poison. You tend to destroy life, you're venom, you're toxic. You contaminate.
On the other side, there is no greener grass, it's only the fertilizer. It's funny how you say that's how people aren't meant to be, then you make-believe & pull me in. But right about the core, you shut me out. Your epicenter, the heart of the trouble. Locked and kept under survellience. Day and night passes, still no answer. Call it mystery, call it addiction. Tell me to resist temptation.
That's all I have to say about Sunday. A catalyst poison(A substance that inhibits another substance or a reaction).
Saturday, February 03, 2007
Sitting at the corner, waiting to be called upon. Walking off silently without a care- For no one even bothered. Then they all turned and stared at what was missing. But they just couldn't remember. Blank spaces, once filled by strange faces.
I don't want tomorrow to come.
Went to Great World in the afternoon, bought the presents & cake. & I saw MrFrancis. Aha, I was super shocked. The baby's cute though. Hurhur. Then went off with Pan to Chen's hosue. Celebrated Glenn & Mat's birthdays. Happy birthday to the both of you. :D Played the bouncy castle & left.
Gossip, gossip, you're the king.
Why did you call? & are you really okay?
Friday, February 02, 2007
School was interesting. :D Everyone went crazy over ACS man. Anyway, singlehood day? HAHAHAHA. Okay, nevermind. All these are inside jokes. (: & I think Singh jokes are super funy, espeically the ball ones. Aha! AMAZING. Heehee. I think blogs are getting really boring, all cause I have no more time to blog properly anymore. I feel like sleeping now. Cancelled today's dinner man! ): Dammmmmmmmit. But at least Pan's back at Raju's. :D I SWEAR I GOT A HEART ATTACK. Tomorrow's Glen's birthday party. ♥ CANDYFLOSSMACHINEEEEE. :D I can't wait. Sunday is CLASS, LUNCH & CIP. Okay, goooooodbye.
Who's to say I might have changed it all?
Thursday, February 01, 2007
I am super tired. I am super tired and I'm fumling towards ecstasy.
House prac was good, (: School was good. Adrenaline rushes are bad. I swear I'm moodswinging. Okay, with that, I'm off. Goodnight @ 8pm. Bye.